Friday, August 31, 2007


The Bottom Line
Talking is just talking -- if you want to overcome the obstacles, get moving today!
In Detail
Talking about the issues you have with someone else is a great way to come up with some solutions, but in the end, talking is just talking. If you want to overcome the obstacles that are in your paths, you need to get moving already! Time won't wait for you to figure out the perfect, fool proof plan. You just need to move forward with whatever you've come up with -- as imperfect as it may be. Making an effort shows you care, and shows this person that they are important to you.


The Bottom Line
You've shown amazing patience with someone -- but today it might be time to move on.
In Detail
You have shown amazing patience with someone who seems to be making the same mistakes over and over again -- despite their promises that they would stop. So if you feel like you have run out of chances to give them, let them know today. Give them a little bit of a warning that you are just about done with their shenanigans. It might be all it takes to turn them around once and for all. Of course, that is highly unlikely. It might be time to move beyond this relationship.

You Do you see that mirroe on the left pic? yeah..Was there last thursday:0 with my babay... that main corner... we danced, we kissed..he gave me BIGG HUGGS S & KKKISSESS :) I could not imagine... after being here in DUbai for almost 5 years..first time in my life to be with a boyfriend...:0 hhhh such a great memory... sucha wonderful guy :(
THURSDAY The Big Cheese No one moved the big cheese, it's right here at Scarlett's. This is the night that everybody is talking about. The resident DJ at Scarlett's brings you your favourite hits from the 70s, 80s and 90s, every Thursday night from 8.30pm to 2.00am. This is the highlight of the week to live it up for all generations. Make Scarlett's your date for the night and look forward to a brilliant mix of both atmosphere and offering.

It was almost time to reach the 08:15 bus back home... Thursday night.. traffic is on in dubai..everyone is getting ready to have a great weekend memory... Lovers are preparing to have a memorable wonderful night with their baby...

Me? i received a call from a very dear Jordanian friend, who is actually a galleria tenant of HRD. He called to ask how Iam, and wanted to take me out for lunch the next day.. I told him that my mom is in the country and surprisingly told me to bring my mom so he can finally meet her formally..then I had a big smile on my face.. nice to know that there are people who really want to please me... very nice :)
After that phone call. UNO asked why there is something wrong with my work... I pretented to be so serious looking into the project and I let him took my phone and then he checked the received call... its Husam...
UNO: "Who is Husam?" with a very proud face... :Z
MITZ@25: Ah he's my best friend remember? the guest I was talking to in the lobby the night we went home very late?
UNO: and what does ge want from you?
MITZ@25: he just called to say hi and know my where abouts...:) and he's inviting me to have lunch tomorrow and I told him that mom is here... and then he suddenly suggested to bring my mom as well, so he can finally meet her personally and formally..nice words ... hahahaha

Wednesday, August 29, 2007

te qiero ...

There will be a day that everything you have shared with me and promised me, all our special plans together will be gone... Please teach me how to control my emotions, not to feel the ache when you are gone...

Eventhough you think I have just barrowed you for sometime and I don't have the right at all, to feel hurt?! still, please realease me gently...

You have no idea how I have cherished you, whenever we are together.Even if its wrong, even if you are not mine, even if your mind and heart does not absorb the real feelings that I have for you. You must know that I have loved you, more than what I have expressed. Up to the point that I have created a world of my own, a heaven that made my feelings so strong... at the back of this realization, im questioning why you didn't feel the same?

Can you blame me for feeling this? All I know is that, I'm just a human, who was tempted, was hungry for love, attention and affection. I have never realized how serious my case was... I never knew...until this day...

Today, you have closed the book. You have ended it in a way that I felt like I have spoiled you completely. That I was the one who made up all the mess and you are just being by yourself... I still dont have an idea how I will overcome the situation. I have no where to go, but to face the pain everyday we see each other... until I get the chance to finally move on...

There will be one morning that I will never see you again, a day that I will not smell your perfume, will not even see the shadow of you. I dont know how it would be when we finally come to that end. No way of turning back, I could visualize only deep empty space, no air, very dark.. Would that day be better than today? I have no clue...

Last night was another unexpected NIGHTMARE

I woke up midnight of 29th of August ...I felt so much pain in my stomach. I could hardly breathe...then I felt a very deep sadness and emptiness.. I missed him so much and he doesn't bother to call me anymore after work... another more day, its gonna be a week of coldness (breaking the record) ... I don't know what I have done wrong... though I ruined everything before the week ends last week. I felt like, I was thrown to a very dark place now, I’m crying and I couldn't see anything... I'm paying hard for being stubborn and for changing my moods every minute ... I have so much things on my much of demands...but why?! Can I not just leave things on its own and just be happy for every moment I have him? why I'm pushing myself to feel secure, if the reality is the other way.., why I'm thinking of a great ending? knowing that I'm already ruining somebody’s FUTURE and LIFE ... I'm so thirsty for his ATTENTION, why?!

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

Put the glass down

A professor began his class by holding up a glass with some water in it.
He held it up for all to see; asked the students,' How much do you think this glass weighs?'
'50gms!' .... '100gms!' ......'125gms' ......the students answered.

'I really don't know unless I weigh it,' said the professor,'but, my question is: What would happen if I held it up like this for a few minutes?'
Nothing' the students said.

'Ok what would happen if I held it up like this for an hour? ' the professor asked.

'Your arm would begin to ache' said one of the students.
'You're right, now what would happen if I held it for a day?'
'Your arm could go numb, you might have severe muscle stress; paralysis;
Have to go to hospital for sure!'ventured another student; all the students laughed.
'Very good. But during all this, did the weight of the glass change? ' asked
The professor. 'No' the students said.

Then what caused the arm ache & the muscle stress?'
The students were puzzled.
'Put the glass down!' said one of the students.
'Exactly!' said the professor.' Life's problems are something like this.
Hold it for a few minutes in your head; they seem OK.
Think of them for a long time & they begin to ache. Hold it even longer & they begin to paralyze you. You will not be able to do anything.
It's important to think of the challenges (problems) in your life, but
EVEN MORE IMPORTANT to 'put them down' at the end of every day before you go to sleep.

That way, you are not stressed, you wake up every day fresh & strong & can handle any issue, any challenge that comes your way!' Remember to 'PUT THE GLASS DOWN TODAY

Is this the end of my Fairytale LOVE STORY?

Ohhh.. Im so fed up of all these shits.. How could I ever stop if the guy is just in front of me.. 5 days a week... 12 hours a day? HOW? Just 10 minutes ago, I asked him if he misses me..he said no"You messed up big time!" well... thank you!

I know his thoughts are all made up, for him to be able to leave me behind.. I guess his life is in the right track again and so I have to suffer again in a way that I will just back off without fighting back.. because then I will just naturally realize how stupid I was for believing the DEVIL that I perceives to be my ANGEL...

Then I had a second thought.. Maybe this bastard was just trying to have a good time once again, he made his way to make me believe again... and YES I did beleive all his plans and promises. Not to mention that he wanted us to be exclusive to each other (nice drama)

You guys wouldn’t believe how I swallow each pain, pride and my dignity... It's just eating me continuously ..I'm drowning, yes I’ am... I'm so lost... I just wanna get over this...

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